Lame Me

2011-07-11T01:48:00.002+08:00

Guess you took the easy way out.
But whatever, i don't care anymore, time to wake up!

Moving on to another stage of my life.
Going to work hard for my dreams.

2011-05-01T20:22:00.002+08:00

Feeling disappointed.
I don't care what other people said about me or show some things to you.
At least give me a chance to say out my side of the story.
Why must you believe other people instead?
You should know i'm not that kind of person.

After that day. i know what i meant to most of you all.
No one knows what i'm going through.

And i hate empty promises.

2011-04-10T16:55:00.001+08:00

Obviously i mean nothing to you.

2011-01-23T20:44:00.003+08:00

Chinese New year soon. Have served for about 7 months. Time flies in a way.
Just hope no guard duty nonsense on weekends or holidays, gah!

Looked through some of the photos during poly times. Seriously miss the good old days hahaha.
Man, if 3 years of poly can pass so fast like that, how about the 2 years of ns?!?!

Think this year cny angbao lesser again(already pathetic). Someone pity me? LOL

And recently like to find good places to dine, think might be becoming a hobby for me lol.
Maybe should find one day go on a food spree.
Hope next year cny come fast, means nearer to ORD loooooooooooooooo haha.

Ok that's all.

2011

2011-01-02T20:27:00.002+08:00

A brand new year.
Most posts will come with new year resolutions. I'm not an exception too.

Actually already thought of my resolutions, but somehow this last week of dec made me rethink again. So decided not to post yet.

Got this feeling 2011 is not gonna be a pleasent year. Because its a year fully in army, omg man.
Just wanna quickly ord and get my plans in action =D

Every sunday i get this lousy feeling of booking in, very sian!

Ok short post.

Lastly, craving for korean food and xiaolongbao!

2010-12-26T18:06:00.002+08:00

after so long, only half a year in NS nia. Sian to the max man.

Whole life seems to change since then, haix.

And on 30th Dec, a decision made by the army is gonna determine whether my ns life is gonna be better or die. Crossing my fingers on this LOL.

Kinda don't understand whats going on, only able to make speculations, people say : dont assume
But i don't have any answers, so can only assume.
It could be a misunderstanding(which i wish it was true), but it always show a different story which i wish i do not know instead.
Find it hard to express my thoughts at most times, perhaps its just that.

Probaly i don't understand you or that was your character all along. but whatever, getting sick of this shit, as time goes by, i realise that people do change. who said a leopard doesn't change its spots? bullshit seriously.

Think i also have been leading a lone life for 3 years(even though i miss poly life).
Friends huh?, u can have many friends but true friends? its like a rare thing like strike toto?

I have a friend who classifies his friends something like this. BFF>Friends>Tools>Rubbish.
I felt that this is stupid, but now beginning to understand what my friend meant.

I did change too though, after each disappointment i had over this period, really change my thinking too.
U feel like you just want to trash everything out and settle it once and for all, but you noe that's almost impossible.

dunnoe how to describe my feeling except for this, feeling damn f-up( don't wish to type it but no other way to describe for me LOL)

Ok book in time.

2010-11-21T17:14:00.002+08:00

ORD lo!! (about 18 months more sian la!)

Section live firing tmr. kinda scared, what if people shoot me by accident? LOL
Just feeling quite bored. Sick of army life, full of consipracy in there.
Army life really seems meaningless in a way, hard to describe. haix.
Is like sometimes routine based, lack of flexibility at times. So irritating LOL.

People always say u will learn alot within this 2 years. Certain things maybe...
Really hope this 2 years in army will pass fast!

Guess the scar will always be there.

Getting ready to book in again.

New skin

2010-11-07T16:38:00.006+08:00

last post was sept 11th. being quite some time.

Bascially i survived everything in BMT and POP lo!

And now i have been posted to SCS and already in there for 4 weeks already.

Seriously mixed feelings in SCS because i did not want to be posted to there initially.

But the life in SCS?

more on independent self-learning and not so reliant on the officers in BMT.

More freedom also given to us but that means if we fail to meet the demand, severe punishment can be given.

The most common one is sign extra, basically meaning ur saturday is GONE.

My whole section almost kana 3 extra when we lost one important equipment.

We even have to take the vehicle back to the campsite to look for it.

Luckily we manage to find it and after the whole event, the final verdict was that the punishment was only given to the person who lost it.
And i almost peng san during the field camp LOL, no joke!

I was so worried for my ippt as the minimum req is to get silver to escape Remedial training ( aka saturday morning gone)

I almost could not get it as my sbj 218 nia nooooo. Then manage to retry and get silver!

So happy sia, not because got $100 but because can book out on Friday.

Weekends are really precious to me. hahaha

And my appetite has increased since i entered NS. This is not good lol, because i think my metabolism rate not good ah. Later fat damn sian.

Ok, pictures to make people hungry!

Abit smashed at the side but still taste as good.

Yes, its xiaolongbao again LOL. Can never forget its taste at Shanghai

Lastly, craving for some korean food man! This pic taken from internet hahaha

Felt so stupid on that day.

It was in my bag all along.

2010-09-11T00:48:00.002+08:00

been lazy to blog again.

Anyway, completed the main events for bmt. POP is almost confirm and soon! 3 weeks time baby!

Now left the dreaded route marches, 16km next then the almost impossible 24km. gah!

Appetite also have been much bigger since.

Seriously unable to understand some things.

I really miss my old life.

FC

2010-08-15T16:16:00.002+08:00

Very emo now, field camp tmr LOL

Hear so many stories about it lo. wonder will see ghost or not!
somemore now 7th month, gg sia

Abit panicky on whether i forget to bring certain stuffs. cfm kana whole uniform muddy and wet, cannot take it sia, it is super annoying when u have to wear the uniform while muddy and wet.

Most important is not let them take my rifle, hug my rifle day and night liao. Even ghost come oso hug my rifle nia(or some old woman with saliva dripping LOL)

People planning not to pang sai during the whole 6days.
But i always pang sai everyday , how sia?LOL

gonna be dam disgusting this 6 days, please let time pass quickly this week!

ok that's all

NDP

2010-08-09T17:27:00.002+08:00

Supposedly long weekend due to national day.

But time still pass too fast while i'm a civilian

Hopefully will have early book out this week as i *accidentally* evesdropped on the officers LOL

Going to throw live grenade this week, wonder if i will get nervous on the spot and screw up such as bombing myself? hahaha

Field camp oso coming, wonder if can see ghost hahah.

Oh well, just really hope i don't lose or do anything stupid that gets me confinement. Its really sad to get confined on weekends.

Have been ranting about the craving for buffets for 3 weeks and i still haven't done it! nooooooo

But popeye's is awesome hahaha.

And i can't watch NDP parade due to booking in. Its an irony that nsman can't get to watch it LOL.

ok think that is all!

lol at the pic

bmt

2010-08-01T18:29:00.002+08:00

Bmt officially starts tmr. Hope this 9 weeks will pass quickly.

Hope that i be able to pass my ippt again this tues so can come home on friday!

But its very annoying that they keep giving ippt every 2 weeks as my sbj inconsistant LOL

Honestly i have gotten used to this army life already. Therefore i treasure more of my civilian life. Especially Saturdays when go out, really hope that every saturday will be enjoyable hahaha.

Sunday = no mood to go out sometimes as time really pass like quite fast lol.

Common statements from people will be like * go for your dreams* these kind.

But sometimes i wonder if majority of the people will be able to achieve their dream, same goes for me. haha

Seriously have the mood for buffet LOL

Ok not sure wat to blog liao.

2010-07-25T16:09:00.004+08:00

Another week has passed.

Felt so glad to be able to book out on friday night and not on sat for a few weeks.

1 more week till the end of ptp phase and will be the start of bmt.

heard mistakes are easily made during bmt and confinement is easy to get lol.

Hopefully that next weekdays will pass quickly too. Civilian life is precious.

Feel like going for a buffet soon! just the thought of it makes me go yum yum LOL.

Will be posting a random picture of China for each post.

ahahaha, ok that's all for this week!

syn

2010-07-18T19:50:00.000+08:00

Plenty of time to think back on your past in NS.
Makes me think of many wonderful memories.

Still remember secondary school after lessons hang out at different places and chill out.
Poly with more freedom to go out due to the flexible timings.
Time really passed very fast, especially poly days, 3 years gone like that.

So now in ns, i keep wondering will 2 years pass very fast just like poly?
I don't really like the life in NS, but who does? haha

Really can't wait for this 2 years to pass, i've plans waiting, and i want more hair LOL.

Close to passing ippt, but the ippt is tmr liao. Really hope to pass it, so that i can book out on friday.

About to give up on one of my dream, but i can't bear to let it go.
At a total loss.

Kinda miss the trip to china LOL, xiao long bao!!

1

2010-07-04T17:25:00.002+08:00

1 year 11months more!

Now i found out the reasons of certain questions,

Feeling very irritated because i've been misunderstood many times because of the same kind of reasons.
Decided to post this issue here instead of the other as its super irritating to me and this needs to be voiced out

Ok the scenario is that a group of friends go and have meal together.
When it is time to settle the bill, one person foots the entire bill first and settles the rest later.
So when its time to spilt correctly, people fail to take into account of certain extra charges such as the all famous service charge thing.
So when other people gave their part of their share without taking account of extra charges, its not fair to the person who paid for everything first.
Yea u are thinking, aiya, a few dollars nia.
Imagine a group of 8 friends, a few dollars X 8 = $10? $16?
I wasn't the one who paid everything first.
I could have heck care and also paid the same amount and save $$$.
But i just can't stand it when other ppl are being taken advantage of, its just not fair to them.
So i tried to spilt the bill more evenly.
And i get labeled a stingy person, pissed off man.
After so many outings, i realise this is oso part of why i've been misunderstood.
I'm gonna dare to write here that i usually think of friends first before myself.
If you didn't noe that, means u do not noe me at all. simple as that.
i'm not trying to booast or sound high and mighty. i feel i need to say out my point here as i finally have enough of this.

I hate you for spreading those malicious lies about me just to save your own skin.

riya

2010-06-27T15:22:00.000+08:00

Just feel like going to the beach to shout it all out.

Created a new blog.

.

2010-06-20T13:46:00.002+08:00

Few more hours back to *chalet* . Noooooooooooooooooooo but the place really look like chalet/resort at first look HAHA
weekends are very precious now compared to last time LOL.

Think first 2 weeks was the most intense, hopefuly now every 5days can go home should be ok.

Spent the night thinking. Why get so frustrated over these things?
this 2 weeks have also taught me to treasure what i have now.
not gonna be so bothered abt the emo stuffs anymore! i hope lol.

yup, so now gonna be more optimistic and just be myself, dun care wat others think or do to me.

gonna go for my dreams!
cya all on friday!

Post-Confinement

2010-06-19T21:07:00.002+08:00

Woot i'm back after 16days of tortue!
Can't believe i enlisted on 3rd and now is already almost 20th june.

Life was definitely tough inside. Especially first few days felt like it went by very slowly.
One point to note was that the food they gave is alot, some ppl even grow fatter inside(that's what they claim)
And i hate it when wear the singlet to do PT in the sun and get everywhere burned except the singlet outlines. Looks so ugly like those bra marks LOL.

Don't really feel like blogging because of certain things.
Dunnoe why must i always stumble upon certain things, and always adds more *why?* in my list.
I always will think of possible reasons such as , did i do something wrong? Is someone else backstabbing me? I honestly have no idea at all.

At least i noe that once the opportunity is missed, its very hard to find the chance again.

Sometimes i think that the only gd thing abt being in ns is that i will be too tired to think of all these.
Ah well.

NS

2010-06-02T20:51:00.002+08:00

Probaly last post till very long later LOL Highly unlikely to blog abt the rest of China.

The time has come, tmr is the day.

ok, honestly quite scared, hope time will pass fast inside and no sabo kia!(only got botak kia)

Would like to thank those who sent their regards to me! be it sms, or msn, etc. Really appreciate it.

Can't think of anything to write now, too nervous.
Cya all

Day 2

2010-05-30T16:26:00.007+08:00

Day 2

Woke up at about 6+ to get rdy for breakfast at the hotel.

Seems like China people starts everything earlier and ends eariler, probaly 8am work till 4-5?

For all my breakfast at the hotel, they serve almost the same buffet dishes everyday.

Consists of vegetarian bun, noodles, rice, hard boiled egg, bread with toaster, porridge, these are the confirm standard dishes. Different hotel serve extra things,

Maybe i'm not used to the food but the porridge is the plain porridge without anything, so not used to it haha. The vegetarian bun is also almost tasteless as there's nothing inside. Usually ate abit of everything and the best is the toast bread LOL.

So after breakfast we headed to somewhere in Shanghai where the famous Xiao Long Bao is sold. I'm bad with the names of the places i visited, so forget the name for this LOL.

The famous Xiao Long Bao is super awesome, no joke, plus its cheap!

It tastes so awesome till i forget to take pic of it until the last piece LOL

This is the picture of the famous stall. There are 3 levels, first level cheapest, 2nd lvl average, 3rd lvl expensive because abit like a restaurent kind then also need to pay just for siting there. Usually people at lvl 1 and 2 to dabao back.

Pic of the place we went which also has the Famous Xiao Long Bao

Then after that went to the city area of Shanghai where got this long bridge and got the memorial. Really bad with China places name so no names again HAHA.

Picture of the memorial thing i think? LOL

Scenery pic, seriously in China alot of nice scenery areas.

Then did some 10mins shopping *orchard road* claimed by the tour guide. No time to shop much.

Had lunch, as usual, all the lunch dishes are simliar but different cities have different speciality. Since the lunch was in Shanghai, the speciality was Xiao Long Bao but cannot match to the eariler one.

After that, took abt 1 to 2 hr bus ride to another city, Suzhou.

Reached about 3-4, then went to this tour attraction where shows in the past how the China people enter houses and some history. Won't be typing it, partly becoz forget some LOL

This is like the 2nd waiting room when guests arrived. Think there are 3 waiting room if i'm not wrong, got alot of meanings.

This is the last waiting room, have alot of interesting meanings, ask me next time! LOL

After that went to shop then went back to hotel. (short and sweet summary)

End of Day 2

Still have somemore pics to post but first time blogging like this, so find the uploading and arranging irritating LOL.

It feels so weird when i look at that email again.

Trip

2010-05-26T20:56:00.005+08:00

Went to China last week for about 8 days.

Destination - Shanghai -> Suzhou -> Wuxi ->Nanjing -> Hanzhou -> Shanghai

Basically went to each city for 1 day except for the last part , Shanghai.

Will try to blog each post about each day.

First day,

Departure from Changi Airport.

Some departure hall pictures.

Took some pics as its *rare* to go into the departure area LOL

Was rushing to the airplane gate as there was only about 20mins left before departure

Quite pissed lol. Because our gate was at the most corner.

See the top left side of the pic? Walked from A1 to about A20+ can't remember, but it was one of the last one.

Had to walk the escalator length about 15 times which is quite long lol, that's y so dam pissed, somemore is at the last corner. Walked very long to the plane.

Took the flight about 5 hours.

We took the China Eastern airline (refer as CE from now on)

I told myself this will be the first and last time taking the airline LOL.

Horrible service, when they serve the drinks, my seat was one of the earliest to get the drinks, asked for Qingtao ( think like that spell) beer then they say no more liao.

how can airplane so fast run out of beer especially when my seat one of the first few to get.

Then drink coffee got the stirrer rite? Both my parents drank coffee and ask for stirrer then the air steward tell us, i give u one, u all share because we nt enough stirrer. LOL wth airplane not enough stirrer , JOKE .

Then dinner on plane, got 2 choice of rice and noodle, i manage to have a choice, which i took rice. Then my parents turn, no choice but noodles . Why? BECAUSE NO MORE RICE. WTH

The plane like never restock like that, sounds like leftover from last trip sia LOL

Then i use phone hear music, then about time to land, common knowledge is turn off phone , then i about to off, got this ANNOYING IRRITATING same air steward( the one who say use same stirrer, no more beer) go point at my phone and tell me in a dam rude tone to tell me switch off, then he give this annoying face as i was pressing to off then walk off like those big shot. I got the feeling to smack him sia LOL , already going to off then come and tok big.

Then reached about 10pm+ and headed for the hotel in Shanghai. The hotel power sia got cable tv plus many movies and other thing to watch. but too bad only stay there 1 night nia. Later blog posts will have complaints abt the other hotel LOL.

That's it for Day 1.

Realised that i can't blog properly(especially details) as i dun want certain ppl to noe too much. As i was typing, i will cancel alot. Can't stand these irritating ppl in my list.

Been keeping many things to myself. Why bother voicing it out? People rather believe the liar than me.

Past incidents have been really unfair to me due to people lying without blinking an eye or also assuming they are so clever and never get the full picture and accusing me of something i'm not guilty of. You know who you are, i know some are reading this blog.

And now, history might repeat itself. Irritating.

Really want to let it all out, but there's no listening ear.

.

2010-05-10T20:35:00.003+08:00

So little time left! Less than a month till enlistment. Sianed!

Still have a few things in the list that i hope to do before enlistment.
Also, feel like going on a food spree one day LOL

actually feeling dam vexed when the NS date is nearing, super irritating+ annoying LOL true story.
Imagine everyday just doing exercies for the first 2 weeks monday - sunday. Omg, super sian.
Cut botak still ok, but its the life inside that's super boring.

Anyway will be going on a holiday soon.

Ciao!

[]

2010-04-27T20:53:00.002+08:00

NS enlistment letter has arrived, in a lousy mood.
Eariler than expected.

Plans disrupted due to super *early* notice.

have decided to make a list of wat i want to do before entering.

No, not going to post the list.haha

Super short post. cya

2010

2010-04-14T22:20:00.005+08:00

Hello, i'm back to blogging again. I really wanted to blog on several occasions..but well..just lazy, yup.

So i have completed my 6months internship, though it wasn't a pleasent one, at least the grade was better than wat i have expected. Thanks to those in the company who have helped me in one way or another.

I want to find a suitable job, not the 9-5 kind of office work though, had bad experience during my internship. At least i found out i do not like Logistics haha.

And yes, will be enlisted into NS this year, dunnoe when yet though. Catch me botak while u can!

So what have i been doing since my internship?

Slacking+working on my dreams(discouraged abit), not going to say wat it is here though

Friends, i really dunnoe how good/evil they can be. People seems to love to act/lie their way through

I only trust a few people though. But i hope there's someone i can trust and share my personal thoughts. Sounds abit contradicting because i dunnoe how to express in words, but who cares, just typing wat i feel like LOL.

This is random - i hate people who were damn selfish when i knew them and directly/indirectly lecture me about things or show off wat u done in ur poly life. Just because u got into a poly and think u went through poly life and experience certain things, u think u can act like u are so grown up and different from the past. Dream on, a selfish loser in the past who acts this way now to me wiil always be a loser to me. I know i have no right to classify people as loser, and it is very evil to do so. but i just get dam pissed when i encounter such situations( just venting haha).

Last random venting - As a guy, i hate male friends who don't give a damn about his male friends but acts and only care about the female friends and even makes use of the male friends to get closer to the female friends. Hard to explain wat i mean here, but its just so irritating to see these kind of ppl, have personally seen a few myself.
er..i'm NOT gay btw LOL

Ok venting aside.

Took this picture at 12 midnight.

Its a picture of a school. Can u notice something eerie about the picture?

If u notice the middle, there's a classroom that has the lights on. Maybe the last user forgot to off the lights, but...the caretaker of the school will check everywhere before the school is close right?Maybe its haunted? Hahahahahaha.

Just started to play abit of Audition, now seems to be fun with many new features added plus many updated songs that i like too.

Anyone having problems with the mixpod music list? just can't seem to load the music vidoes for sometime already. Grr

And i have comments that this blogskin is gay for a guy, lol really meh? Hahahaha, its not easy to find a suitable blogskin for myself though....

Ok that's the end of this post, will try to blog more regular from now on (try)

Certain incidents have damaged my trust for some people.

Ciao!

Blog

2009-12-23T00:03:00.000+08:00

blogskins so troublesome

Lazy to blog!

Attachemnt

2009-10-16T13:10:00.001+08:00

Currently at work, blogging secretly lol.
Attachment has started for about a month already.
Everyday working day mission = Wait till 5.30pm so can zhao.
Realised that working places has many actors/actresses. They may act nice, but at the back they gossip about anyone. I have been and enjoying hearing those *shows* and *gossips* while doing my work. ( Kponess feeling is back wooo)

Have been doing mainly paperwork these few weeks, while providing my labour services to my colleagues, doing all the sai kang stuff for them.
When my manager is around, they will act very concern and find work for me lol, when my manager go out (probaly drink kopi with other manager) they change face sia!.

Maybe blog more later. Scared kena caught lol

2009-08-19T16:02:00.011+08:00

No mood to study for exams.

Last exams too unless i retain LOL

Guess results will deprove during this semester.

Have already decided to pursue my so call Goal/Dream

Did not have a decisive goal in the past.

But there's still a long way to go....depending on oppourtunities? lol

Anyway, there's so many things that i plan to do in the future.

So little time left!

Something to blog about.
We Won silver award for both I-chess and C-chess.
Sort of something to be happy about...though gold was near. LOL
2 pics to share, can get from facebook.

Gathering of the Geeks

Receiving the medal.
Am i fat? LOL
AND i SEEM to be shorter than that guy. wth!

That's all.

TaeDawn :) hahaha

New Skin

2009-07-28T21:42:00.003+08:00

First time changing blogskin MYSELF! lol, manage to somehow do it though i might miss out something...
Apologize if the words are hard to see due to the colour...

Anyway finding a suitable blogskin is tough. I gave up halfway and stick to this for now.
Suppose to be doing work instead =D

SNSD madness in class, i've been partially infected. oops

Been busy lately over the never-ending assignments and reports.
Not much holiday due to attachment!

i wonder....real friends exist? hmm...

Undergoing a change in character and appearance? i hope so.

Right

2009-06-12T22:04:00.004+08:00

Right, about almost 3 months HAHA.
Since sch reopen, busy busy, lazy to blog, standard excuses wahaha
Anyway, lots of things have happened and its just too irritating LOL.
Can't stand these people. So damn fake, go mediacorp act please, since u people can act so damn innocent.

Grr....

Its funny to see how some people think that they are *better*( Can't use the actual words due to being obvious) than me and showing it so obviously.
Buay song me then say ...mai hum and don't talk bad about ppl behind their backs!

Ok that aside,

Either i am suay or is just geeknesss!

Many occasions when i'm crossing the road, be it heavy or almost no traffic at all, i will be stopped by an incoming car ESPECIALLY when i'm rushing for time!..Argh!!!
Time flies fast...i hope nothing will go wrong on that occasion!

One more thing to add!

On last friday, i was sitting in the bus going to sch. Then i was sitted at the lower deck back part.
I was not entirely at the last row...but second last.
There was this woman at the last row.
There was also a man at the last row but at the middle.
I was sleeping...then when she was gonna get off the bus, she has to cross the man to go to the door. While she was doing that, i felt some warm liquid at my legs. I opened my eyes and see her carrying a bag of coffee( those hawker centre dabao kind) then i touch my legs, and it was coffee!!!! WTH sia , i tio shocked, then the woman dun care and just zhao, felt like scolding her...spill on me never apologise or even turn back.

Then the whole journey i had coffee on my leg, and after washing in sch, still got coffee smell! sian! Worse still, the bus was in a traffic jam and i had a test first thing in the morning.

Late for test+ coffee spill on me! dam suay la...

These days i feeling very suay....
A drawn diagram of the bus ! LOL

Recently i went back to playing Audition...
Been quite a long while =D
Very rusty, missing alot! getting trashed like siao also! hahaha

I was inspired by this person! so i took a screenshot...because..l
She did a FM on lvl 11 on the fastest song in Audition!

Look at my noob face! HAHA

K that's all for now...cya

Diarrhoea

2009-03-23T22:51:00.002+08:00

Found something to blog.
I shall not name the names of the involved parties due to me being humji of legal actions.

Last friday, I went to meet a few friends.
However, we are suppose to meet after settling our own lunch. I, being habitually late LOL, came just on time to the designated place. However, i've not eaten anything since the night before, so i decided to eat my lunch first before meeting them. I was about to go to a coffee shop to eat when my friend call and ask me where i was. Since i was the only one not there yet, i decided to just grab a quick bite instead of eating at the coffee shop. So on the way there, i saw this shop( i shall name it PRD, if u dunnoe wat it is, u can ask me lol). I decided to quickly order a waffle and eat on the way there. It was about 2+pm and i have not eaten anything yet, damn hungry lol. So on the way, i ate the waffle, ok honestly, the taste sucks big time. So after eating, i met my friends. Everything was alright at first, but halfway i felt weird, not hungry suddenly when i was damn hungry not too long ago.
Then we went to eat our dinner.
Dinner was pasta, woo shiok rite. BUT i can't seem to eat it, want to eat oso feel like vomiting, nevertheless, i ate all as not to waste it.
So after we departed from each other, i felt like i needed to go pang sai (PS). So there i go and PS, its normal to PS rite?.
But after i went home, all hell broke loose LOL.
I felt nasueous and went to PS about 5 times before deciding to sleep early. Manage to sleep about 2 hours then i woke up and kept going to the toilet to PS THE WHOLE NIGHT!!!!. YES! i hardly sleep at all and PS ALL THE WAY. Was suffering the whole night, cant sleep and felt very dehydrated, cause PS all the water motion out. Confirm i noe i tio diarrhoea plus food posioning. While i was recovering the night, it straight away stuck me that is the PD waffle that cause this diarrhoea.
About 5am i manage to sleep.

Estimated toilet rolls used for day 1 = 5

After i woke up, felt terrible again, scared i will get fever. So i went to see a doctor. After i went home, went to eat and take medicine and sleep, halfway of course went to PS a few times.
Same rountine happen till at night. I scared history will repeat, so sleep later to avoid it( lol weird). Still, i went to PS quite often, although i slept late, i still had to wake up a quite alot of times to PS in the middle of the night.

Estimated toilet rolls used for day 2 = 4

Sunday's my birthday, ALRIGHT!

This is wat i did for the whole day,
Play dota and Wahjong, eat medicine and sleep whole day, of course not missing out the PS part.
Damn sian to tio such a thing at this period!
But at night, felt much better and didn't PS alot, quite little compared to the previous nights.

Estimated toilet rolls used for day 3 = 1

Now i feel great and yes, the main point is, Do Not Eat PRD Stuffs. That is my very sincere advice. A little history on PRD, People tio food posioning before.

THE END

Side note: Thanks to all who wish me =D

Exams

2009-02-25T22:49:00.001+08:00

In the middle of exams. 2 down, 1 more to go.
Feel like a slacker. Mostly 1 day b4 the exam then study lol. cfm GG.
Guess GPA gonna drop!

That's all haha

CNY

2009-01-30T22:13:00.003+08:00

Lunar New Year seems to come and go fast. 2 days of visiting was over quite fast.
Ang pao money low as usual lol.
And so, in a few weeks time, comes exam and tests. After which, holidays!!

Dunnoe wat to blog sia!

Anyway, i've found my goal in life. Finally feel that i have something to do instead of being bored.

Hahahahaha... blog gonna be dead again. Nth to post!
Guess i prefer keeping my life known to less people.

2009-01-02T02:10:00.002+08:00

Happy new year all!

Manage to get free tickets for Channel 8 countdown!
Yeah!
Won't be posting pictures as the quality is not so good plus time consuming LOL.

Somehow the staff led us to the mosh pit( front area near the stage). Had a good view of the stage =D

The feeling was great! haha

New year resolution?
- Secret, haha

I have a goal/objective/dream to achieve. Hoping to do some parts of it this year!
It seems impossible..but i will give it a try

A leopard does not change its spots. But, the colour may change but the spots are still there. ( hidden meaning) =D

Friends?

2008-12-22T19:51:00.003+08:00

ah yes. 2 posts at a time.

maybe just feel better to type some things out lol.

Friends?
i really wonder.
Its so hard to find a good friend but so easy to make many new friends.
I know alot of ppl( of course little compared to other ppl) but sometimes i really wonder are they good friends?
In the end, true colours are shown and now i noe most of the ppl i noe are just masked people.
Some i did not expect, some i expected.
As usual, no names are mentioned.

Caring about themselves only.
Lies told behind the scenes(backstabbing).
Making use of people.
Jealousy.
etc.
i have experienced those that i mentioned by my own "friends".

Just felt disappointed. haiz~~

*added* why do people show their true self to me but not others? do they dislike me so much that they want to show that they are lying in front of me?

Sore throat at wrong timing!

Going to watch show now. ciao.

Tournament

2008-12-22T19:44:00.002+08:00

Tournament was fruitful.

Team score = 3/5

Didn't make it into top 8.
But still the result is quite good considering the number of teams who took part.

Manage to sell alot of cards too =D

short post LOL...making another post

2008-12-21T02:15:00.001+08:00

U must be thinking" lame" LOL.

wish me luck!

December

2008-12-13T11:08:00.006+08:00

Holidays are here, but abit boring...
Had a warehouse visit recently...interesting machines...but i would't want to work there lol.

Been trying to accomplish the first step towards the dream.
Its hard lol. But got abit of progress! =D

Damn bored when at home for the whole day.

Hoping that it will be a success....
It was actually sort of like a fate that has helped me.
But, a faggot ruined it.
I hate ppl who talk so much but no/little action. At the same time, expects other ppl to help him/her do it instead, yet, wants to claim credit for it.
So many irritating and selfish ppl.

My blog is full of words and without picture LOL. Maybe next post will have pic.

Please visit http://www.picturaphotography.blogspot.com/ to support for my I&E module...lol

Been tagged(sabo) by huiqing to do a quiz.
Shall give it a try.

1. Do you have secrets?
Yes, no one to tell also LOL

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
If u love that person, yes. But must see the age gap also lol...later like 10+ years age gap.GG

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Simple question with a complex answer. Really depends.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Buy the things i really wanted. Give to parents, donate to church and charity, and some savings!

5. What will you be doing tomorrow?
Church+ Grandparents place...+ unforseen activities like ppl jio out lol.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone!

7. What do you love doing?
Playing competitive games. Hanging out with friends and my dream

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
bo bian, there's nothing i can do?

9. Is there anything that make you extremely happy?
Meet the celebrities i admire!

10. Do you secretly dislike anyone without them knowing?
Another complex answer, Both yes and no
Yes- when letting the person know will cause innocent parties to be hurt.
No - When it doesn't affect innocent parties, and if the person is selfish(and other negative points).
But as humans, we tend to show our emotions easily...so usually show their dislike for the person easily. That includes me lol.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Whether i have achieved my dream. Hope to see the dream come true.

12. Who is currently the most impotant people to you?
Family and friends that i treasure. =D

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
Not betraying my conscience under any circumstances.( haven't come across any situation like that yet)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married and Rich is the standard answer. But to answer this question, for now is single and rich.

15. What is your favourite colour?
Black, green, white and red( i like red after using it as card protector, cause looks damn nice) =D

16. If you are attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
Confirm it first as it may be a temporary crush. But most importantly, go with your heart!

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
As time heals all wounds, i will forgive depending on the severity. But the scar is stil there, i won't be able to forget.

18. What if you caught your bf/gf doing stuffs (only god knows what) with other girls/guys?
Goodbye lol (breakup)

19. Do you believe that there's "Love At First Sight"?
No. To me, there's only "crush at first sight"

Sabo time!
Now my turn to tag people to do this
1. Alvin
2. Adelene
3. Andy
4. Han Yi
5. RY

Long post due to the quiz. Not sure what to write after the quiz lol. Till next time!

Ambition!

2008-11-26T20:10:00.002+08:00

ah yes, the usual hectic weeks before common tests!
BUT, my course no common test this semester! woot! =D
but piles of projects and tests coming up. Including tommorrow!
Anyway..have to get by this 2 weeks and enjoy holidays man. Seldom go out liao...cause no time! Hope the holidays will be spent wisely!

Oh ya..did u realise i just blogged just slightly over a week?
Yes..miracle lol.

I confirm have a committed goal now!
But the first step is so hard! Argh!
No joke...But i guess i can still tahan.
I wonder if i can do it..hahahaha

That's it for now lol.

Slightly

2008-11-18T18:37:00.002+08:00

Slightly regular post!

Haha...i dunnoe y but i just felt the urge to blog.

Clarification : U might not understand wat i am posting about....(applies to all post) LOL

Recently more emo than usual.
I guess i noe the reason....
Because of it....i started to have a few goals/objectives.
Are u curious?
Keep it that way as i won't be stating it. haha
Somehow the reason gave me motivation to try to achieve the goals.
It has been so long since this kind of motivation has happen to me.

And...due to this, i realise i have no one to confide to!
Sad isn't it?
well, guess i just FULLY realise it. haha
So people, treasure your close friends!

School life - Hectic.
Tons of projects and assignments + tests...sian lol.

Random Fact - No determination for the NP Chess Showdown.

Honest

2008-11-04T18:22:00.002+08:00

finally blogging again huh.

Anyway, school has started, yes, the boring bus rides home and so forth.
This semester damn busy. Lecturers that dun really care this time lol. One that locks the door once u are late. Damn.

I feeling emo for now because of something....not to be mentioned XD.

Anyway, i just found out that audition season 2 has come out.
I've not been playing audi for quite some time lol.
Everything looks damn nice compared to season 1.
BUT

the most important thing is....

the old songs are back!!!
After like 1 year+ when i started playing audition, the songs are finally back after being removed.
The old songs sure do bring back memories....haha.
Not to mention, new songs are being added too! =D
I might be playing audition for now...
Anyone want play, jio me ...=D
Ok, maybe u might find this post lame haha...

Why am i still hum? i really dunnoe why...
But anyway no one cares about it...argh.
I'm writing in bits and pieces LOL.
Pardon me readers.

Holidays

2008-09-20T22:09:00.003+08:00

Yes, i am blogging.

ok exams are over and i'm already halfway in my holidays.

Currently working, quite a slack work XD, and earning alot(to me) .. the best thing is i get to work at home...hehehe

Anyway, happy with my results for this semester, but hopefully can do better. Its quite unexpected as i felt this semester was harder than last semester lol.

Come to think of it, time flies really fast. I didn't know it has been such a long time liao!

i wonder if there's any more problems.

I still hate people who cause other people trouble just to save their own skin! Selfish people, tsktsk.

I think i blogged about that quite a long time ago. LOL

But, i'm used to it already, so i guess it does not affect me too much.

Stopping the emo part of the post! lol

A friend sent me this.

Maybe this could be true LOL, just jk haha...

But its damn funny looking at this...who agrees with this "proof"? lololol

Female readers, please dun kill me.

Male readers, enjoy looking at the "proof"!

May blog again before a month lol,

Exams!!

2008-08-14T01:49:00.002+08:00

5 days to exam...hmm...haven't really started studying lol....

Just feel so bored. Not much games to play. The urge to study is not present.
Someone needs to wake me up lol.
Argh! maybe i should follow yl and attempt the rubik's cube lol. I haven't tried it yet.

Looking forward to after exams...and hoping to get a job!

A short post as usual. At least i blogged lol!

Irritated

2008-08-04T00:37:00.002+08:00

Yeah, the 2 busiest weeks are over. Tons of assignment and presentation all almost done. left a few...which after that... Exams! Followed by the deserved 2 months holiday lol.

Disturbing things have happened. I started to feel oblivious to the sort of *backstabbing* things happening. Guess i have seen too much of it. Felt very disappointed at the people who did *it*.
I once thought these people were the kind of good friends....but oh well, u get the point rite?
No names will be mentioned here as a form of courtesy and saving the embaressment.

I once lost something due to this,therefore i get kinda pissed at this kind of things.
Some make use of you and dun give a damn about you after that.
As usual, lots of things feel like writing but decided not to due to the sensitivity.
These are based on what i experienced or seen. If u think i'm bias or subjective, tag and say your reason.

Busy busy

2008-07-21T13:48:00.002+08:00

Actually i dun really have the time to blog.
I am here blogging cause i pon school today...actually its not really pon. Sore throat...Argh!

so yea, might as well spend some time to blog since i can sense spider webs around it.

Been really busy these 2months cause i had to plan chess training especially during the 2 weeks break. It was really hectic, almost every weekday have training! It was all for the preparation for the POL-ITE games.
Speaking about POL-ITE, it was recently over about 2 weeks ago.
Guess the result?
We got third!
Bronze! Bronze!
sounds like a great achievement rite?
....
............
..............
...................
.......................
............................
The true fact = 3rd out of 4 teams in the competition
ok maybe its not so bad but its only 4 teams in the competion and we got 3rd. Kinda disappointed.
So after this competition, its not over yet!

We still had to train for the next competition, SP open.( which just ended yesterday)
Congrats to NP team 1 for getting 2nd out of many teams!
i wasn't in team 1, damn.
We had 3 teams, and my team did the worst!
NP team 1 score = 5.5 out of 7!
NP team 2 score = 3.5 out of 7!
NP team 3 score = 4 out of 7!
so i guess u noe which team i belonged to.
My personal score = 4 out of 7!
Felt i could do better and hopefully i can reflect on the mistakes i made.

But that's not the only reason y i am busy.
Yes, the standard reasons, Projects, tests, stress!

after the competitions, i realised i have about 4 projects to do. and 2 is due this week.
I'm so dead lol.

Putting that aside,
i'm back to playing audi!
ok, i'm lousy at it now...argh!
i wonder who else still playing audi...hmmm.....

Occasionally i dota at night, and that's about it for my gaming life! i guess so...

Destress is needed.

That ends my post for now...

Awaited

2008-05-26T01:21:00.004+08:00

Yes, usual routine . One post per month! haha

i got to admit that i slack alot during the first month of the semester! Weird haha...

i usually wake up about 1 -2 weeks before common test which is like now lol
I'm quite surprise there's no presentation so far this semester. Guess next sem will be full of it.

i have alot of things to blog! argh..maybe if this blog is private....perhaps..

Don't you feel something is missing in your life at times? i do feel it for awhile.
And surprisingly, i know the missing thing.
Wonder if it is a blessing to know the *missing thing*.

Everyone wishes they can have a time machine and reverse time. So do i!
but perhaps, its best to go ahead in life and not keep dwelling on the past...

NTU chess competition this sat! wish me luck!

My apologies to yanling for not writing the story for so long!
Will try to write asap!

school

2008-04-20T21:57:00.002+08:00

back to school, and i must say the lessons are more boring than last sem.
Timetable is alright as i have 2 days ending early. But, 4 hours of continuous lecture in the same room is no joke. I can really rot in there.

well, enough of school!

just felt like blogging this.

People who don't admit defeat but continue to carry on are one of the most annoying people in my *list*.( no idea wat word to use lol)

ok here's an example.

Person A talks to Person B, A and B suddenly quarrels over something.
A is correct while B is wrong. Both of them noes this.
However, B, refuses to acknowledge that he is wrong and continues to give stupid excuses to defend himself. Finally, A gives up and B feels happy and continues this attitude to other ppl.

Yes, i can say i am A sometimes, and i get damn annoyed by the B kind of ppl.
Y can't they just admit they are wrong man, useless egos.

Another type would be the *just joking* when its obvious its not.

Example time.

A and B talks. ( Lack of creativitiy makes me use A and B lol)

ok we shall not use B as the bad guy this time =D

A makes a nasty comment on B.
B gets offended at A.
A realises this and says *I'm just joking*

This type of case is not easy to explain as it depends on ur releationship and the tone and character of both A and B.

The main point is this, Even if u want to tease ur friend, at least make it abit obvious its a joke, some ppl may take it seriously,
and yes, i do take it seriously sometimes depending on the factors above.

Just wondering, although ppl are obvious they are just joking, could they actually mean it?
Haha, hey, its a *long* post this time!

Very rare leh, =D

til the next post. ( wonder how long later)

gaga

2008-04-01T01:34:00.002+08:00

Probaly a short update.

few weeks left to school..
Been wasting my life on games during the holidays. ah well.
Go to school for cca now and then ...
at least Cabal helps me to pass time.
Cabal = MMORPG game. in case if u didn't know

i realised y i can't write much during one post.
Perhaps its because i dun want ppl to noe see some things which are slightly confidential.
Maybe i prefer keeping it to myself.
that's all i guess

2008-03-20T12:56:00.000+08:00

Good Friday tmr!

i blogged. rofl

haix

2008-03-18T13:02:00.002+08:00

Judging from the tags, its pathetic. Only ben replied nia

Hence, the will to blog has decreased. (Not as if i blog on a constant basis LOL)
The question always hit me, do ppl actually really read my blog?

Guess it doesn't matter to anyone.

Its over, over, over?
A piece of advice~~~ never drag things long, by the time, u will realise its too late.

I wonder if anyone remembers and bothers to wish......

psp,nds

2008-03-02T01:07:00.002+08:00

Behold the surprise of an update within a week.

ok i am damn bored. i need to get a job to pass time + earn $$. Lobang for jobs are welcome!!!

Here's a question,

Would u buy a PSP or NDS?
I really appreciate ur views and opinions.
Please tag your answers and the reasons y u prefer the selected choice.Thanks

i am expecting few responses or maybe even none. LOL
Please prove me wrong.haha

well that's all i guess.

Exam

2008-02-23T14:33:00.002+08:00

quite busy this semster.
Every module have projects and presentation during January, yes, i mean EVERY module.
i think is around 7 modules i have. damn busy man, but still got time slack. hahahaha..

Anyway exams just ended 2 days ago, woot. lol

Last semester i was sick during exam period, now this semester i also sick during exam, lucky it was before the last paper. Suay means suay( Dao mei Gui) =.= dun blame me if spell wrong, my chinese can't make it. Its a known fact =D

Holidays are here and i'm free!
peeps who dun mind me tagging along, feel free to ask me out, but not always free lol.
Hoping can work, Alvin help me, haha

Blog back to being dead, till then.

Christmas

2007-12-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

Ages since i blogged i think..almost 1 month.

Anyway shal blog abt some things.

Start on 9 dec, yu-gi-oh Christmas Tournament.

it was at a hotel, grand? nope, think its those 3-star 2-star kind...hahahaha
Registered and wait for a while and the tournament started!
The first round was an elimination round which i i manage to pass through. =D
A person who played er....beatdown deck? Not sure either, won 2-0

I guess due to not as many people as the World Tournament, there was only one elimination round.
Therefore....Its the start of the swiss rounds!

After looking at the list of the pairings, went to find my seat.
Walk Walk, Near my seat liao then see my oppenent, Small girl leh, about 9 to 12 years old.
i was like thinking, either she is good or i will win easily LOL,
but never ever judge a book from its cover man.
The person beside her signal to me that the girl is good. Then i was like, might really lose till cham.
She is playing warrior beatdown. And not too bad.
But manage to win her 2-0. ^^

Next round of swiss was against a malaysian adult.
Some times hard to communciate wif him cause he not used to speaking english. Scared later he tell me wrong effect of the card lol.
result = 2-1 i lost. haha

Next round was against a youth like me.
but his reply damn irritating, almost everything he would reply YAYA, like damn cocky lol.
he was playing beatdown burn? not really good combination in my opinion.
Won him 2-1 hehe,

Next round against a person who looks like youth but is abt 22 years old in reality.
This round was the best man.
Playing with him feels comfortable and we both played well,
in the end i lost 2-0 haha... he's a really good player, gald to have the chance to play aginst him. ( he made it to top 8 )

As u can see from the result, i didn't make it to top 8. lols...but its ok as it was realy good experience and fun playing.

Forward time to christmas eve.
Went to my classmates house for a party/gathering.
It was at Jurong WEST. omg man, imagine me taking mrt from sengkang to jurong west, a very long and boring journey. So upon reaching the house, see many unfamiliar people coz the gathering was for many people inculding my friend's sec sch friends! So we dun noe each other and kinda feel awkward. Nevertheless, in the end when more people came, we manage to sort of break the *ice*. And we had gift exchange, guess wat i got?

A heart shaped combination lock.=.= The description said LOCK YOUR HEART. LOL
confirm sure is girl present, i can't imagine if a guy actually bought that,if not i will FAINT.

haha, ok kinda long post ok...its passed 25 dec but still, wish everyone a Blessed Christmas and Happy New Year!

Countdown!

2007-12-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

Now's 12am which means...

Today is the Yu-Gi-oh Christmas Tournament!!
lol, i noe most of u readers will think is *then?* *Lame la*
haha....
I"m taking part in it...so wish me some tyconess in my draws!

Anyway...side note is, CT starts TMR...omg....die liao!
AHH

that will be all for now.

2007-12-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

Geek blog picture got problems.
just change music then like that...Bull crap.
Pissing la
Now no time to figure out.
Geek test week

Blog after ages

2007-11-24T20:35:00.000+08:00

alright, i have found things to blog.
Anyway the main reason i don't feel like blogging is because when u blog, some people will instead use it against u and sort of *assume* what kind of person u are. If u are one, u are naive.

Back to the blogging points.

Common test in about 2 weeks time, projects due soon, mini tests soon, sian lo.
Hopefully can do well.....enough *whining*

Now i am damn suay.

Just yesterday, my classmates and i were doing project in the library, one of my group members showed me this book which contain alot of information about our project topic.
Thinking that the book was borrowed from another classmates of mine( because she also borrowed notes about that topic from my classmate who studied that before), i just kept it in my bag.
Then we played board games, quite fun la, haha
Quite late le then we all leave the library that time, we passed the library exit got the sensor thing rite.
Then....

BEEP BEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wa that was when i was the one who cross over, i was like WTH, dam shocked ( stunned).
Then jonas tell me go borrow then i realised it was a library book. wa bullshit sia.
Then this chao librarian came to me and tok to me. She like accusing me of stealing all these, lame la, then after explaining she like abit unconvinced then give me warning notice. Crap la then her explanation is " What if u go into NTUC and u take the thing but forgot to pay u think they will believe u forget?"
That is bullshit in my case as i did not know it was a library book, how to borrow when i dun even noe it is a library, u think i so dumb as to walk pass the sensor like that ar? If using the NTUC example, for example if my friend pass me some food which is NTUC thing but my friend actually went outside like say he was hungry?, i dun even noe it is an NTUC item, of course i go counter pay for what?
If u want me to say, i will say is my friend should have told me it is a library book and for me, not to bloody assume it, but in my case cause she borrowed notes and information from my friend from a book, naturally i assumed that it was her as she was also there. And no thanks to the chao librarian who keep talking crap.
K la enough about that, just a warning notice, but cna't remember who said it, but it was funny la.
This person said " The warning notice should be saved for playing games in the library"
lol la,

ok anyway now damn happy la,
due to problems with my webcam i am unable to show the picture.
Look at my display picture at MSN,

I FINALLY GOT THAT CARD!!!!!
haha ok la i noe most of the readers will be like, "Lame".

k blog enough liao

Busy

2007-10-27T08:50:00.000+08:00

What a hectic week!

Its only the 2nd week of school and i'm already fatigue.
My history: 4 days in a row LATE for class.
Tue - fri , late, argh,
Was marked officially late on friday, not sure abt wed and thurs.
Lack of sleep over the week, ZzZ, feel like sleeping.

Seems like my blog music got some problems,
Hmmmm...trying to solve it.

All the best for those retaking O lvls!

2007-10-16T15:42:00.000+08:00

Back to school, well, it is not so bad, but can't sleep late and wake up late anymore. Argh!

Tomorrow's the start of IVP, hopefully nothing bad happens.

I am just a lazy blogger =D

Nth much to write(lazy perhaps) , well, that concludes my post.

Damn, i want this card

What's remaining are the beautiful memories.

lllllllol

2007-10-06T10:55:00.000+08:00

Show's over, lol
that's lame,
anyway, school's reopening, abit looking forward to it but oso not looking forward to it. haha...

Life is like that, full of certain *surprises*.
i dun care anyway, little effect on me.

AHHHHHH

2007-10-03T11:30:00.000+08:00

blah blah,
Hell lots of questions, too little answers( the answers may not even be true)
i still refuse to believe that's the answer, it doesn't make sense at all. well, maybe it does make sense slightly. But if that's the thing, its kinda lame.

i wonder if u are a fake.

Total crap

2007-09-29T01:55:00.001+08:00

It just isn't fair at all.
haiz, i dun really want to say much here.

Have you forgotten what you said?

Damn Emo now.

Maple?

2007-09-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

This is what boredom has made me done.

The picture says it all.

I died during one of the pq, coz of the noob cleric humji and dunnoe how to heal the one atking.(Seen in Picture)

Pissing, no wonder i hate maple.

Still, maple is boring. Doubt will be playing much, at most 15mins?

2007-09-26T13:03:00.000+08:00

Looks like the number of people visiting my blog is pathetic. Awww lol

Bleh, another pathetic post,

Random

2007-09-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

Life is now pretty the same, yawnz.

i wonder will it be alright, but there's no use worrying abt it, let things go normally, and it maybe alright after all ^^.

ok this is a short and boring post for u. hahaha, i should go find something interesting and blog about it. That's all for now.

Audi

2007-09-15T16:12:00.000+08:00

I was in this room as shown in picture.
All females except me, i lucky sia. haha
Joking , u noe why? see the female wif the ring on the left? After every move she miss she scold vulgarities. Somemore female character but of course person behind the com may not be =D.

Another picture of her scolding after missing, ahaha, still got others but not enough time to keep taking screenshot. Anyway, just for pure entertainment that i post at my blog,

if it doesn't entertain u at all, erm then.....
too bad? rofl.
Btw, the 3 females are at PC Bunk.

Think it looks cool so i post it.

At the same time entertain u readers abit. =D

Hmm, still got quite a long holiday. Dunnoe do wat sia. Any suggestions from anyone? Haha, it will be greatly appreciated.

Nth much to blog now, till next time!

Results

2007-09-14T15:15:00.000+08:00

Hah, got my results liao

Here it is ( more for kpo people) =D

APPLIED STATISTICS ------- Grade: B+ ( won't be seeing that teacher( Eariler Post if u dunnoe wat i toking) for that same module but will see her again i think.)

COMPUTING & INFORMATION PROCESSING -------- Grade: AD ( Hehe, =D)

CREATIVITY AND APPLIED THINKING SKILLS -----Grade: C ( Guess i'm not creative ba haha)

ENGINEERING ASPECTS OF LOGISTICS SYSTEMS ------Grade: C+ ( Oh yea, physics maths module thingy. Quite happy abt this)

ENTERPRISE INFORMATION SYSTEMS ----Grade: B ( Average okok , haha)

PROGRAMMING FOR WEB APPLICATIONS -----Grade: B ( Hey, open book tests, wakaka)

SPORTS AND WELLNESS--------- PASS ( its only pass or fail)

Average GPA: 3.0652
Ok, GPA not that good but oso not bad, maybe a good start? lol
Haha, ciao all.

lazing

2007-09-11T13:14:00.000+08:00

DAMN SIAN, that's wat i can say for my holidays so far.

Imagine this string of activities, Use com, play games, watch movie/tv, go out wif friends(Sometimes), Go for chess trainings. I should be missing out certain things but ya that's it.

I might be able to work at BATA, ROFL, but the wages are pathetic, 4 bucks per hr + 1% commission, i calculated and inculding transport and food, i will get less then 100 for ONE week,(edited) probaly about 80 bucks,One month abt 300?, so most likely i'm not taking the job.

I know, i have a chance for job but i'm turning it down, but that job is definitely not worth it for me. Haha...

Well, exams result out this FRIDAY, scared and excited, Bleh, Haha

Any job lobangs? tell me, thanks in advance =D

Just Blogging

2007-09-02T01:17:00.000+08:00

oh well, didn't went back to sch on teachers day, didn't have the mood. haha, should have went back though got only a few teachers of bwlss left.

Was just thinking abt it. Why bother? Its no use, nuff said.
I'm wishing that wat i thought its true, but as time goes by, it is becoming more and more true.
Haix, if only there isn't such things happening....everything would be good and all happy.

1st week of holidays, still slacking, stay at home watch movie, play game..haha...later grow fat nia. Nvm will start exercise soon. Every week having chess practices, dunnoe want to find job or not, but if got job then can spend more. =D
Anyway, i love my blogskin la. And the music. Haha.
btw, TAG me when u visit my blog, haha, ok la, its ur choice but hope u do ^^.

Sleepy now, blog next time

Always screwed

2007-08-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

I dunnoe anything anymore. Its just bullshit and crap.

Everything was fine until ppl screw me up, imagine urself being ruined by others. It sucks.

I hate it when people believe wat other ppl say without clarifying with both parties.

Its stupid especially when that person is not saying the truth.

Many chances lost because of other people. This is crap la.

I am going to get on with my life, can't stand it anymore.

Now is the normal post.

holidays liao, kinda nice but oso sian, hopefully got things to do.

Anyway had class chalet last week and it was great but i was sick, haix.

Could not enjoy much.

Some pics,

Playing taidi ar, I diao the person opposite me, must had beaten my biggest card. rofl

Playing monopoly through the night, from 1 to 4-5?

Fun, fun
Btw, Some of us inculding me visited the Red House at abt midnight,though we only stayed at the gate.

*Raped* by jonas

Went to arcade and that's me playing time crisis 4

There are many details and many pics, but i'm not in the mood to post alot.

And thanks to yanling for helping me with my skin.

suay

2007-08-23T09:04:00.000+08:00

This is my 100th post, took me long for 100 huh, rofl

anyway exam week, and i'm sick, suay la.

last paper tmr and is = GG, physics maths la....haiz

ah well, looking forward to holidays.

post more when i feeling better

2007-08-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

its been confirm

i can't believe it but concidence dun happen so many times.

I'm disappointed

2007-08-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

Just some pics on the fireworks on NDP ( taken from friend blog)

wth man

2007-08-10T11:46:00.000+08:00

wed watch ALONE(the show name), lol, its kinda scary and with a nice plot.
Shall not elaborate further, but some scenes are scary though.

Thurs watch fireworks at NDP. alot of people and lots of crowds everyone at mrt, etc
Played bowling oso, haha, wanted play pool but no space.
Sian, got last bus but doesn't go to my house then take taxi. du lan liao...so ex coz of the midnight charge. GRRRR, ARGH

y holiday on thurs sia....i thurs no sch, and poly have no holiday the day after national day which is today, but heng, all my class canceled today.

I just got a call from one of my lecturer and she piss me off even further. Even the whole class dun like her.
"Why u never attend my class on wed?" In my mind, *coz i dun learn anything and u only kp people* I said "coz i have no class after that until much later." then she say " Anyway, i have a class today at 1pm combine wif another class, can u make it?" (Its currently 11.55) then i said " its too sudden, and my journey is abt one and a half hr" ( in the first place, all her lectures are combine with another class and we can't learn anything coz the other class are freaking noisy)

She said," next monday, i will hold another class. Then i said " i SHOULD be able to make it"
She continued " What should be? U must come, u and Ridley( my friend) are the weaker ones in Astats." ( WTH? my grade for astats now is B grade which is already not bad, and she still say weak? Somemore my other friends got worse grade then me, she is crazy la, senile old woman.

Then i said, " incase got any emergency i can't make it."
She say " I will still book a room, give ridley a call and tell him about the class on monday ( I YOUR DOG AR? IN the first place no one wants to come ur class.)

No choice, i said, " er ok".
then end conversation.

i sure pia astats even more now liao, CONFIRM won't see her next 6 months, she herself said np hands on are good, but the lecturers are ok only, i think she's the worst kind.

Oh and i forgot to mention, she threatens people.
If u all dun give high marks for the survey for astats, i can't guarantee that u will pass ur astats. lanjiao crap, this kind of obvious threaten, go to hell la, just because u can alter our marks doesn't give u the right to threaten us. Everyone hates you but only u dunnoe. Dumb shit.

Enough liao, blood boil when typing.

er

2007-08-07T00:49:00.000+08:00

Hmm exams near, haven't revise, lol?
Ah well, anyway change my blog music, like it, gives back memories.

Next step might be changing blogskin, might need some time , and will need the assistance of yanling(Glutton) AGAIN. haha ok, thanks in advance. =D

time passes REAL fast, first semaster going over soon, looking back at the past and just kept thinking abt it.

No use brooding over it, let it be, =D

Class Chalet after exams, wahaha, party time. lol, i'm thinking of party before exams. heh

Guess nth much to say for now...

123

2007-07-24T10:41:00.000+08:00

Getting lazy to blog again. haha
Exams nearby, 3 to 4 weeks time, however, i'm still slacking. Time to wake up and study soon.

Life's been ok for me. Just that the only one thing i want hasn't happened.
But its ok, i am still waiting.

Realised that some people around me are facing problems which might be worse then me. Amazing is it? Somemore, many people in my class somehow got *trick* into thinking that Logisitics Management is Business course.( Includes me) But never mind, met some great people and although one module i'm suffering, but i can catch up ba. =D

Ah well, blog next time ba.

2007-07-16T00:46:00.000+08:00

None of the NP teams won any prize...zzz sian

Didn't do well, scored 3.5points out of 6...argh!

See alot pros and jerks, lol

ah well, will try to do better next time.

sp

2007-07-15T09:11:00.000+08:00

hm...so far the chess SP open score is average for me individually, but today will be surely be much tougher... must do even better...haiz, must give it my all, that's more important.

Must open eyes big and watch out for flying bishops, lol sian

------------------------------------------------------------------------

I noticed the importance. Its ok, i should have expected it.

2007-07-13T21:50:00.001+08:00

argh, SP OPEN TMR. Giving EVERYTHING I GOT.

ok heck abt that now.

mm..having problems wif some template thing.. maybe will post later

lesson

2007-07-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

Learned so much....especially this thing...really enriching. Never going to make the same mistake thrice...yes u saw it, thrice. Oh well, no use regretting over it, its no use and it upsets u. So wat to do? heck it and make sure the same mistake doesn't repeat.

In the end, i still believe in the good being triumph over the *evil*. haha...=D

Another presentation later today(now monday liao), haha think do alot presentations liao...used to it...unlike last time.

Life is busy now, unlike last time when during holidays, done not much constructive things.

Meet new people, noe more people, but the ultimate question still remains, Who are your true friends? It is not a question that can be answered by words but by actions only. I have only witnessed a few, sad for me ain't it? haha

Never going to lose hope.

Going to leave it to fate on to whats going to happen to *it*.

2007-07-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

freak suay, injure finger and tmr is the b-ball match. Sian

Yu-gi-oh

2007-06-24T23:22:00.000+08:00

Went for the Yu-gi-oh world tournament 2007 today..

well, overall is a good experience for myself and manage to sell some cards.

Partly also for memory purpose.

Passed through the 2 elimination rounds.
First round was against a gadget deck.( scared at first but it seem like he had lesser options)
Second round against six samurai deck.( 5monsters on the field in one turn, scary)

Then after that is the Swiss system.( Play 5 rounds)

First match, against a guy with good combos, i got owned like siao....The combos are really GAY

Second match, against this guy which uses a mickey mouse hand and put on his hand( act cute la, lol...) Not sure wat deck it is, ended quite fast ^^
Third match, against this pissing loser, his deck is more like slight burn plus dunnoe wat sia, like no planning, hehe.... last 2mins, he going lose liao then he purposely pretend to think to wait till the time over, luckily the rule is 3 turns after that, the person with higher life points win. The judge said i had the last turn, but another judge said it was that loser. then the loser manage to make me lower life points, but it was my turn last, so manage to finish the bugger off, his attitude sucks too...heck abt him liao

Fourth match, kinda fun match, talk with the opponent alot and joke around, he uses a gravekeeper deck, first time against it, but manage to win.

Fifth and final match, Against a guy ALSO using gravekeeper deck, his GK deck is more power then the previous one i dueled with, i lost this match.

Final result- Won 3/5
Ratings/Standings 24th place out of like 200+ i find is not a bad achievement =)
and they had this headings T1,T2,T3...not sure what it is.
Elimination Round

Round 1- 2-1
Round 2- 2-0

Swiss Rounds

Match 1- 0-2 ( owned pretty badly See above)
Match 2- 2-0( the 2nd duel is funny)
Match 3- 2-1 ( serve that loser right)
Match 4- 2-1 ( Good match)
Match 5- 0-2 ( Also good match, should find the weakness of gravekeeper decks liao, haha)

Met many people and really learn alot.
Now mind damn tired, might have leave some details out...haha
Anyway, i'm sort of the top 24 of Singapore Yu-gi-oh players...LMAO cause is WORLD tournament and the 1st winner represents Singapore against other countries..

Ok enough liao...school starts tmr...Crap

2007-06-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

just let it be?

haix..i dunnoe liao .....

just hate to see such bias things.

really feel is crap...

huh...dun feel like saying much now

HUH

2007-06-21T10:51:00.000+08:00

hoildays over soon...sian diao.......
retest on EALS soon...haix...gay module....

So many things happened....

True colours seen, people are amazing huh?

Waiting and waiting...

Looks like u can never trust someone completely

Anytime they just heck u or backstab...wth? rofl

read all u want and keep wondering...

Is it better to have a life depending on urself?..hm.....

remains to be seen.

chess

2007-06-09T10:33:00.001+08:00

chess competition later man.

wish me luck people. hehe

Totally unfair.......

-mentally tired-

night cycle

2007-06-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

ok..

had night cycling at east coast last night with my class.

Many details but i just cut it damn short.

Plan: Cycle to changi village then to OLD changi hospital(deserted)

cycle gay long sia...go there from ECP like 2 hrs+
still have to go back same....

i cycle there liao all tired...but i worse...so long never do long excericese...then leg muscles aching plus palm hold the grip too long then oso pain...

the changi hospital experience was the best...alot details and damn fun.....its haunted btw.
want noe ask me...but i may ans depends i feel like it =)

then cycle back was a damn tortue for me...everywhere aching...

thanks to my friends they try to help me to return to ECP...gay suffering but in the end LOTS of fun.

just a brief outline....lazy write out details..haha

sidetrack time.....

can't stand it when especially U are the one who organise something of course u can't accomodate everyone...then the person u can't accomodate complains and thinks u are wrong..
u will get damn pissed like shit...and yea that's me...

that's all for now...

-Pissed-

-Physically and Mentally tired-

2007-06-06T17:00:00.000+08:00

Common test OVER.....PARTY

last paper looks kind of screwed though...no physics foundation nor the advanced tactics A maths.

so many questions i wonder.....but do not want to ask...
haix.......ask and perhaps cause some trouble? this is crap

people never fail to amaze me...

look at how they change, how they treat who more important...
they just go with their selfishness...without even considering a single factor

Its nothing but naive thinking

-Mentally tired-

........

2007-06-05T18:05:00.000+08:00

Its nothing but naive thinking

-physically and mentally tired-

common test

2007-06-03T20:43:00.000+08:00

ok i am blogging just slightly less then 12 hrs before the Common Test.

Screwed? didn't really study alot....just study abit.....here and there...

crap, hopefully i dun flunk it...hey it is 20% leh....doesn't seem much but every percent counts.

3 subjects, mon,tues and wed, and after that PARTY TIME.

rofl i'm thinking of party time just b4 common test.....back to subject.

i noticed something...tmr's paper is like humanties, tues paper is like poa( but its gay) , wed is like maths( physics element inside abit).

hm....hopefully can do well..go study liao

2007-05-21T22:52:00.000+08:00

mmm....almost back to normal...except for the throat part....

its weird...but i find my poly friends much easier to communicate....sometimes. haha..
To my sec sch and other friends, it doesn't mean i can't communicate wif u guys easily...

but its just taht considering the time span in poly compared to our time, is much easier.

haha...common test week in 2 WEEKS. crap man, wish me luck for especially forces(physics, i never study b4 la) maths, and the confusing statistics. The others is up to my memory brainwork.
And there's this module about program web applications using java, just that the teacher pronouce as JAWA instead, hilarious moments in class. ahahaha.
luckily there's no exam for that i think

i have only one more wish for now.

-Physically and mentally tired-

fhwshw

2007-05-19T17:34:00.000+08:00

sian la....still freaking sick...crap sia ...suppose to go out today....

HAIZ

gay fever....and irritating throat.

hope i can get well soon ...( i dun have MC for monday)

common test week nearer and nearer...
hope i dun fail any test...

projects come one after another.
poly think we project machine ar..always project
and that useless mp4 of mine is spolit again( can't charge at all)
USELESS COMPANY LA
repair 3 weeks then 1 week later spolit again..knn la.

pissing period...(dun get me wrong, not the female type)
sick, projects so much to do, freaking mp4 SPOILT AGAIN, the fear of being sick again

want to noe y i fear of being sick again?
because one dude in my class has fever and keep coughing...WITHOUT CLOSING HIS MOUTH
and he had it this week abt tues....then i sit beside him..OMG LA....then i suay suay tio his sickness
VERY PISSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please let this period be well...too many stakes for my grades are at line...

- Physically and mentally tired-

sick

2007-05-17T23:41:00.000+08:00

so well yea....

i'm sick the first time this year i guess.

fever+ sore throat, killer combo huh

this morning woke up ate breakfast and 15mins later vomited it out..

are u going eeeewww?

lol yea its gross...

then still play sports in morning...omg la after that feel worse...

ah damn i hate fever.

tmr got to do project work so i guess i WANT to go(rare) though i can dun go...see morning how first ba..

dunnoe wat to blog liao..hope can sleep tonight...

- i'm just mentally and physically tired -

www

2007-05-11T20:06:00.000+08:00

time seems to pass quickly...now its friday AFTER school..lol

oh well...at least the first presentation wasn't that bad....

hopefully will be better in the next one...

Its like my course is the most busiest course wif projects..rofl...

anyway now adjusted to poly life...meet many great people too.

And the dota madness is back...LOL

but is like almost all the module like sure fail....zzzz

hope will not ba...common test week coming soon liao...

must study hard and play hard ...haha...

ok post next time..ciao!

bleh

2007-05-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

bleh, tmr first presentation.

zzz, abit scared nia lol

wat if i screw up sia....rofl la...

anyway, i will just try my best ba.
geez, homework seems to be more oso. =.=

ok la i go practice liao loh...

zzz

2007-05-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

Zzz, projects, LOTS of assignments, this is crazy.....

who said poly was slack? LOL

well it isn't for me.

alot work and miss deadline= dead

in sec sch, miss deadline still can plead wif teacher, rofl....

anyway, hope can relax, looking forward to the 2 weeks break.^^

Have u ever looked back on ur life?

i did and find it interesting yet some painful and some enjoyable memories.

i learned alot of things, and i hope i do not make the same mistake twice.

maybe i need a REAL food spree( if my stomach can tahan)

haha, nothing much to post for now.

2007-05-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

zzzz...

online submission is scary...lol

anyway phew..finally some time to relax...

though is like wth?

its nth personal but i noticed it...=.=

lmao...lame sia la....

2007-04-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

hm...so who notice my blog went missing for awhile?..

haha i guess no one did. lol

anyway there was a reason to it, and its a secret. ^^

u can try asking me...depends on who then i tell.hehe

quizzes, online stuff to do.

wa busy seh...

but at least most can do at home ^^

so not as bad.

wa finally got hoilday, LABOUR DAY

at least can relax..

haha..

ok got to do my quizzes!

its best i dun give a damn!
haha....
a new life ahead.
weird isn't it?
actually i oso wonder.....

wonder, wonder, wonder, to hell wif it
haha...concentration= studies(hopefully), games, sports( yea u can laugh)
NTH ELSE. LOL ok now really go liao

2007-04-28T10:30:00.000+08:00

lol...this week seems to pass pretty quickly.

haha.

more work coming in, argh, sian seh.

but kinda like some poly peeps, nice to tok to and joke around.

and lessons wif com are good, so can surf net sometimes.

wakaka...

ok nth to say liao

2007-04-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

i won't blog abt my situation anymore....unless needed which i doubt so.

i'm leaving it to fate and trust. enough said.

phew, still getting adjusted to poly life.

wa sian, feel like sleeping dam long.

haha

okok not that long like some ppl( haha u noe who u are ppl)

ok nth to blog for now.

2007-04-13T22:01:00.001+08:00

hm?...decided on alot of things liao

blabla

2007-04-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

blah blah... ok i know i'm in no position to judge certain things.

But from wat i see, it doesn't look like it.

i hate thinking sometimes but i can't help it.

eh come on la.

i doubt u, the reader, can understand how i feel in my situation.

So if you are thinking about me being dumb or watever, then you are wrong unless
you know what i am going through.

Sometimes i wish i dunnoe who knows my blog so i can blog whatever things i want freely.

Perhaps that's the nice part for drafts =).

okok,maybe i'm lame.

Hey, but at least i blogged.

Let u read something.
Hahaha.

zcx

2007-04-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

woo...got timetable liao....hopefully when i used it it will not be lousy.

lol think is gonna be a short post ba.

Anyway short or long doesn't matter, all u readers want is just ppl to blog huh?

lol...haha ok maybe blog tmr. CIAO

ADOHG